another year has gone by
still ours will be a precious one
another year will come
but it will stays as one.
whatever the consequence is
im sure all this will figure out.
life is a journey
it will lead you to what you believe
and you desire..
journey as one.
loved as one.
Sigh…
Look into my eyes..
Tell me what do you see
Tell me what I feel
Tell me what you figured out.
Am I still special?
Am I still worth it?
Or am I just a passed out now…?
Everything I own now..
Everything I hold on to
Is..nothing…. but silence and privacy.
Where are my friends?
My companys?
Where are you?
Is something change
Or its just our act?
Don’t wanna feel like this
Coz im not this type…
Il get over with it..
And let see the others chance.
Secrets and lies look where it lead us
Sharing our deepest fears to people we don’t trust
The holes getting deeper yet I continue down
Waiting for the moment everything overwhelms me and I can drown
I always make things worse and each time I break away a piece of my soul
Now i am all drained and stuck in reality everything’s out of control
Cautious and wary I can’t decide one form another
Am I that stupid to be fooled by their masks?
How could I say the things I have I should have told them straight
I won’t survive in no-man’s land i am going to crumple beneath the weight
Go to a distant place where nothing matters and no one knows
Until tomorrow when I do it all again we must wait to see what the outcome shows.
DESIDERATA
– written by Max Ehrmann in the 1920s —
Not "Found in Old St. Paul’s Church"! — see below
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
I wont speak unto you
do your thing and il do mine
emptiness in my mind
are burning in my soul
feelings that i cant explain
loneliness that i cant survive
everytime im near, i lose out if sight
my only wish is that will be alright.
Unveiled the truth
escape from the reality
that what we had is love and misery
Bewildered by myself
forget your excuses
after all, we live in a world of our own.
(i guess, somehow il be living on my own.)
